the wonders of treddy bears...
Friday, July 31, 2009, 9:55 PM



Have your parents ever given you a teddy bear?? or perhaps a close friend or a relative?? Teddy bears are not just cotton stuffed cloths... there is more to a teddy bear... it can be a companion in times of sadness and happiness.. sometimes when you are lonely you can just take out your teddy and hug it... haha.... ppl can reject you and put you aside but a teddy is something that will never put you aside.... you are in control of it.... it has to hug you no matter how stinky you are....

However, when a person depends too much on a teddy and forget that there is God who truely cares and looks after you and has always been there, then there is a big problem... you will forget who God is... and apart from that you will not bother to socialize with your family or friends as you are thinking that they are of no help... this kinds of feelings are really dangerous... surely loving a person and god is more than a million times better than loving a teddy.. though a teddy will never reject you.. it also doesnt respond to your feelings but living things would..

but a teddy is still a great gift.. it helps the the person remember the giver much much better.. as everytime you look a the teddy.. you will start to reminisce about the great moments you had with the giver...

( dont know what i am writing about anymore)
hehe



Green eyed monsters...
, 9:30 PM
How did this figure of speech( i dunno what you call this statements.. need help) ?? Well why green?? Most of us already know what this green eyed monster is all about so lets not talk about how it came about... it just is....

All of us at one point of our life would have felt jealousy of all kinds... some envy others treasure, sometimes ppl envy the feeling that someone has for others... however the main cause of jealousy is the lust of having what others have that you dont have... it could be anything at all.. materials to feelings... tangibles to intangibles... well it in inevitable to have this feelings sometimes.. it is only human nature... but this can be a very dangerous feeling if we do not control it...

sometimes when we feel jealousy... all thats in our mind is about how pitiful you are lacking all that someone else have...and thoughts of how worthless and useless you are.. but even at this conditions.. we still have our conscience and we have to set priority for our conscience to take lead and not let our emotions overpower our thoughts as someone is capable of commiting suicide when he is at a state of depression due to jealousy.... not all of us will be the best at everything but each and everyone of us has something that is special... when we feel jealous comparing ourself with others?? we have to also look at ourself and boost our confidence... not that comaparing is good... but we just have to realize that there are things that you have that he/she doesnt have... so there is nothing to worry about.... god is filled with just...

and one pointer to everyone else.. if you realize that your friend is feeling jealous dont make it harder for the person by telling him what he already knows.... to all those who may have been reading this i know hwo it feels like to feel jealous but we all have to go through it and overcome it.. we are all special... and never resort to something really stupid or doing something that would hurt others or things which you would regret doing..

Also when you are in a relationship with someone and you find the person spending more time with someone else... dont conclude that the person doesnt love you anymore ( not that i know) but approach the person and see what the person has to say... it will amaze you sometimes and make your thoughts more relieved and clear... so when there is something mischievious that is happening.. get to the bottom the story before you do something that you would most probably would regret and unable to fix it... ( inspiration from english class... points based on colin, flora and angus)

i kissed.... oops kicked
Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 8:40 AM
A few day ago, wait i mean um two days ago, i had a sore throat... i hate sore throats.. but anyway.. as i had this sore throat, i felt really tired.. i slept almost the whole day... when i got up.. i heard the sounds of the engines rumbling.. my parents were back.. my mom was on the phone when i had to speak to her.. i followed her continuously hoping to grab her attention but she was on the phone... later on i went to the door again.. and poof... it was my dad.. i asked him to touch my forehead to examine for fever... however his hands and forehead were so cold due to the exposure of the aircond... later he checked again and said that i had a fever... later on i asked my mom to check to make sure.. and she said that i had a slight fever too.. but i thought that i didnt have anything..

continue reading till i get to the kicking part...

So anyway.. dad took me to the clinic.. i had to register since i havent been to the clinic... i have been staying in kota kemuning for more than 3 years and i never once went to clinic.. i thank god for good health... As it was my turn to see the doctor.. she just stared at me without giving me any indication on what i had to do.. she didnt even ask what are the problems i had... so i just told her anyway... i said i had a sore throat but not sure about fever... she took a temperature check for fever.. and the results were negative.. halleujah... then she checked my lungs for any problems with the statoscope ... and again the results came out negative... ha halelujah.. then she checked my throat for any problem with a torch light.. and according to her i had a infectious throat... she told me not to take anything cold or citrus... but as i recall.. my bro said take vitamin c which is basically anything citrus... and during the day i ate kiwis and sour sweets cause i thought it helps.. haha

the bill came out to rm 30 which was quite cheap.. and as usual they gave antibiotics.. she also prescribed some lozenges and something for fever.. the worst thing with this sore throat is that i had to drink so much water that i kept going to the toilet to pee. today i drank about 4 littres of water... the other bad thing is taht when i had this.. my mom bought bakwa (mmm yummy) and then today they bought durian.. i mean how much more worse can this get.. my favourite food comes when i have a sore throat... and i had three ulcers on my mouth too... that made it hard to eat...

what a cry baby.. but i just felt like writing... haaha...

anyway here i come to the story of kicking... when we got back from durian shopping, i unloaded the durians and put it on the floor... the next time i went near it, i kicked with my right huge toe... it suddenlyt start to bleed although it didnt hurt much but i was surprise that it could actually bleed since my skin is quite thick.. haha.. i just wasted 5 minutes of your time... mwahaha

Embarassing moment..
Sunday, July 5, 2009, 6:32 AM
Agent D was a hardworking, intellectual, smart, strong, charming , and also good looking man. When a task is assigned to him, he would perform it diligently. He has been doing this job since he was born and no one is as good a him as he has more experience and knowledge then anyone else.

On a dark gloomy sunday evening, the skies were getting dark and the winds were blowing through my face while making swooshing sounds. I was assigned a really serious duty by General K. At first I thought that it will be an easy task so I decided not to bring any of my gadgets or money but as soon as i knew what my duty was, I started panicking and sweating for the first time. I was filled with anxiety and fear. I was afarid that I may never come back alive to see my family and friends again. I was on the verge of giving up but how could I. I was the number 1 agent in the world so I had to do it to make my family and friends proud that I am able to retain my title for a long time. This would be my 1000th misssion and I would get the award for most mission done in a year if i do this.

As a soldier I had to be honest so I told General K that I may need some gadgets to succeed in the toughest mission in my life. "Dad can I have some money to get the stuff," yup General K happens to be my dad. " Is rm10 sufficent?" said General K. "Yup that would be more than enough. So off I went to perform my duty with the rm 10.

I crossed the road and went to the sundry shop. I was looking for the things that my dad ask to buy to fulfill my mission. The two things that I had to buy was a long loaf of white bread and another loaf of wholemeal bread. So as i was searching for the bread, i could only find the white one, the wholemeal bread was nowhere to be found. So i contacted General K to inform him that there were no more wholemeal bread and suggested to buy another type instead. However, I could not contact him. His mobile phone happened to be offed at that time. So i decided to survey other shops for the bread. So off i went, unaware that i had the white bread in my hand. I walked a kilometre just to realize that i havent paid for the bread. The shopkeeper also didnt take any action to stop me. So as a gentleman i went back to the shop to pay for the bread. The shopkeeper quickly shouted "rm2.50" while laughing as i entered the shop. She said she was observing me and realized that i was on the phone till i didnt realize i forgot to pay. It was so embarassing.

Yes I have revealed my true mission. It was to buy the bread. Later on, with the brread on my hand I head to General K to inform him that there were no more wholemeal bread and that I would search elsewhere to fulfill my mission but before i could fulfill this mission, i was assigned another mission and this time i had to buy 100 plus so i took a longer route to the other shops because i wanted to avoid the shopkeeper that sold me the white bread. How could i face her again?? So i did what i had to and then end.


Mwahaha i wasted 5 minutes of your time.. but this story is partially true... it was really embarassing to leave a shop without paying.. and as you know how i look like.. people may have thought that i was a robber.. haha

Children nowadays
, 5:49 AM
Have you ever spoken to a primary school kid.. try speaking to them and discover their mind... It is really different from the way we teens and adults think.. their minds are very different from ours when we were their age..

Children nowadays are learning things like slapping asses and sex and vulgar language so much earlier compared to our times... they are starting to corrupt their mind with such things at a very young age.. the question is where do they learn this from?? Have parents been less careful.. or have they been influenced by their older siblings or have the children of today just lost their innocence.. why at such young age?? when i was their age slapping butts are off limits.. nowadays they slap asses that belong to the same sex and also the opposite sex.. now is just slapping asses... what about next?? we as the youth of _______ ( fill in the blanks) should play our part and be a good example.. we have to make them realize that what they do is not funny or cute and it is really wrong.. what happen to taboos?? why aren't there anymore taboos??

Apart from all these.. children have also become more violent.. look at the victims of this violent children... not mentioning names... how can your younger siblings hit you... and just because you all are older it doesnt mean you have to always give in to them because this may be a habit... and eventually become worse and worse... i know of 3 boys who are quite violent.. as soon as they see me they will come running to me just to hit me... how could this happen?? partly it was my fault cause i was not firm enough when i tell them to stop.. however i am taking small steps to be strict and fierce otherwise they may take advantage of my kindness.. but sometimes when we are strict .. they will start becoming afraid of you and avoid you.. how do we solve a matter such as this??

I guess we as mature people shoul speak to them in a nice manner and show them that the things they do are wrong .. and when a few kids realize this... they will instantly influence their friends and also turn them to be better children.. it is not an easy task as children nowadays are rebelious... we have to do something... we also have to start praying together... and speak to the children about God and teach them to fear God... haihz this is a serious matter and i am asking all those who have younger siblings to do something....

MEN vs WOMEN
Saturday, July 4, 2009, 9:03 AM
So what is the differences between male and female... Certainly they are physically different.. men like me have hair growing everywhere.. whereas women do not grow as much... except for some exceptional cases... they have bigger bumpers front and back.. and like Mr.Tan said.. they also have asses which are curvaceous unlike men.. and also men have stick and balls whereas women dont have... women have pms and men just have a different form of pms and i would like to call it "wet dream"

But there are some characteristics which people find that women have that men don't.. for example, most people say female drivers are aggressive... but can we generalize the statement?? not all women are aggressive but so far most women i know drives aggressively... but we can' t conclude it.. some women can actually drive safely and calmly... so this depends more on individuals..

Wait why i am i talking about this crap.. its not like i know how women are.. they are a mystery that is tough to unveil... revealing the secrets of women is like earning a pot of gold at the other side of the rainbow..

haaha just random stuff dont know what to write about..

owh speaking about men vs women... men won the maths quiz although we shoud have done better..

the crowds went wild.... everyone was screaming their lungs out... or at least i was... we were trying to help our team mates do the best and earn the points( however i caused the team to lose one point because of agreeing to wrong answers)... but everyone were scrreaming and shouting ( again i think that was only me) giving wrong answers and right answers which led the representative to be flustered and lost in confusion... especially for SY... she was so confused when all the while she knew the answer...

what a day i must say.. it led me to exhaustion.. i felt so emo after that.. it was like all my hyperness was used up... however it was the best class for the whole day since it was so boring the whole day and everyone was sleepy....

p.s. i am high

What's the difference between girls and guys??
Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 7:06 AM
Apart from the physical part.. what is the difference between man and woman , male and female?? What distinguishes us?? are our characters the same?? are the way we react the same?? are the way we treat others the same?? or are all these depend on individuals??

Please leave a comment.. will continue writing when i get more inspiration