During a Sunday afternoon, right after the morning church service, an unfamiliar lady was sitting at the skirting of the church building. I looked at her and wondered what may have went wrong. She looked pale and weary. Anyway lady was also there to help her out and try to bring her back to the normal state. Most of them suspected that she had high blood pressure or low blood pressure. She didn't say a single word. After a while, my dad and two ladies supported her to the office. I guess i just assumed that nothing serious will happen and she will eventually be fine. However, on the next day after school, my dad told me that she had passed away. I was at a really shocked state. I couldn't imagine how unpredictable life is. One day you may be fine and ok and the next you are gone.

Anyway, my dad and I were just discussing on that topic and I was mentioning how scary it was and how that we will not know what will happen tomorrow. Then all of a sudden my dad mentioned that we should tell the ones we love how much we love them before it is too late. I was actually laughing at that statement since he always told me not to be in a relationship at this age. I guess he didn't mean love in that sense but I was just thinking about it. Is it possible to tell someone that you love him/her without actually wanting to be in a relationship since it is impossible?? anyway i would really like to tell those i love how much i love them but how could i?

Its tough. I guess actions are the only way i express my love.

BTW the lady hasn't died but she is at coma and most probably won't survive as her artery behind her head burst and i guess that means that she wouldn't survive but who knows God may change things around.